Thursday, January 17, 2008

where have all the cowboys gone?

sigh.. i'm really bummed 2day.

i'm just so tired of being let down by men.
i shouldn't even set myself up for disappointment, but it's like c'mon guys-
stop fucking around and just be real.


the VA guy- well.... who knows what the hell is going on with that? same as b4- it's nothing cuz he doesn't care about me. he probably has stronger feelings for his ex. (what does it matter anyway, i mean, really?)

CA - the ex: won't leave
the building manager: fucking lies
the soon-to-be -roommate: militant as hell. it's gonna be like boot camp. but better than
anything that's goin on now.

the main problem is me: i was giving ya'll too much credit, affection, emotion, too much of myself. and now it's taken back. now it's mine all mine.
and what biiiaaatttcchhh??!?!?

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